Let’s start by establishing the fact that I might be a little “strange”. Not certifiable. Just a little nutts . I’m totally ok with that. I think I’m happier because of it.
So, what I’m wondering is: Am I the only person who has entire conversations by myself when I’m mad? I found that I was very upset and frustrated this morning. While I was in the shower (still pissed and frustrated), I noticed that I was having a very animated “talk” (with the person I’m upset with) in my head.
You see, in my head, I can say whatever I want. It can be mean. It can be hateful. I can use whatever language I want. And the good part is that no one will ever know what I said (or yelled… or whatever). Sometimes I ask questions and find myself answering them out loud though. That can’t be normal. Right?
Oh well! So I’m strange. I can live with it.
There’s this saying by Marilyn Monroe that I absolutely adore:
“If you can’t handle me at my worse, then you don’t deserve me at my best.”