When I’m mad…

Let’s start by establishing the fact that I might be a little “strange”.  Not certifiable.   Just a little nutts .  I’m totally ok with that.  I think I’m happier because of it. 

So, what I’m wondering is:  Am I the only person who has entire conversations by myself when I’m mad?  I found that I was very upset and frustrated this morning.  While I was in the shower (still pissed and frustrated), I noticed that I was having a very animated “talk” (with the person I’m upset with) in my head. 

You see, in my head, I can say whatever I want.  It can be mean.  It can be hateful.  I can use whatever language I want.  And the good part is that no one will ever know what I said (or yelled… or whatever).   Sometimes I ask questions and find myself answering them out loud though.  That can’t be normal.  Right?  

Oh well!  So I’m strange.  I can live with it. 

There’s this saying by Marilyn Monroe that I absolutely adore:

“If you can’t  handle me at my worse, then you don’t deserve me at my best.”